Matrix Moments

The monkey
curls charlatan cute 
posed on your shoulder,
porn paws
wrapped in your hair,
appetite growing,
you feed furred desire
screen-bound
whore-hound,
brain disconnecting
relationships dopamine
rewired,
fantasies edged;
morphing
a gorilla grows
draping your shoulders,
scalp pain
as he excitedly 
twists your 
skin-clad 
skull-head.

And you undress
with a not-me click,
the skeleton
of child kidnapped,
stripping innocence,
naked lust
peels pimped life
to the marrow,
you entertainment-click
sado share 
toxic abuse,
you grope for
hard-core.

You dance the diabolical.

Watching aroused
this dressed-up world,
Trapped in your 
indifferent-hate
self-hate
life-hate,
addicted-hate,
the screen
reflecting your
gorilla red-eyes,
desensitised
not realised.

Not me
you lonely think,
cynically patting
the cute monkey
shoulder perched
score searched...

Dance the diabolical.